Can i have trackpad joystick off-center?

Just got my steam deck and I found that the joysticks are very stiff so I decided to use left track pad for movement｡ But I couldn't find a comfortable hold of the thing if I tried to access the middle of the pad.

But if I somehow able to put off to the top right then maybe it might work. Can i do that?

There is an off-center option but it seems to Just help preventing accidental touches. I don't need that, I still want it to move as soon as I touch the pad.