I've worn panties and a cage almost every day this week, and I plan to continue ☺️ NSFW

Something happened early this week that really changed things for me, so here's the story:

I've been busy the past few weeks so I haven't had a ton of time to play. Then on Sunday I just couldn't help it anymore, I put on my cage and some cute panties halfway through the day. I took my cage off before bed because I'm not comfortable enough with my cage for 24/7 wear yet. But I kept the panties on and wore them to bed. Early Monday morning I put the cage back on and kept reading sissy stories, looking at captions, etc. By the end of the day I was so horny I needed something in me BAD.

I started with a big plug as I got more into the mood, and after awhile I moved up to my favorite dildo, an 11 incher that's 3 inches thick, but it's soft so not really fully 3 inches. Then I went to its bigger brother, same mold but it's 14 inches long and 3.5 inches wide, it slipped in too easy, I was about maybe a little over a third of the way down it, I pushed myself to go a little deeper, but I knew I could do better, that's when I had an idea.

I pulled out some old toys that I don't use much because they're not silicon, but they're BIG and I NEEDED to be really stretched that day. I don't know how big one of them is, probably about 3 inches wide but it's solid so it really is 3 inches. I put that one in, and it slipped in so easy I rode it for probably all of 2 minutes before realizing it was a really special day and I was soooo open and my hole was VERY hungry. I pulled out a plug that if try to force in it means I'm really horny and I've absolutely lost my mind lol. It's called "The Destructor", and it's almost 4.5in wide at the base. I've had this plug for 8 years and I've never gotten it all the way inside, but something was different today I could just feel it. I sat on it and pushed down and I was basically at the lip almost past the biggest part, that's when I knew, I was going to MAKE it fit today. I took turns pushing my bussy down on the plug and fucking my 14 inch dildo, forcing myself as deep as I could on each, absolutely melting my brain more and more each time.

Finally, I took the plug from the bottom of the tub (I like to play in the the tub) and put it on the edge of the tub so I could get a better angle on it. I pushed once and I thought I wasn't even close so I stood up, and that's when I noticed it came with me for a second then fell out!! So I put it back on the edge and sat on it with all my weight and it went in!!! Literally no pain, but it felt sooo big and stretched me sooo much. It felt so fucking good, and my hole was stretched wider than it's ever been and I was absolutely losinggg it!!! If I was home alone I probably would have fucked it until I was absolutely broken hehe.

But I wasn't home alone unfortunately and I knew If I tried to ride it, I wouldn't be able to not moan and scream super loudly, so just sat with it, squeezing it over and over inside me absolutely losing my mind. I pushed it out and I came as soon as popped out, a literal huge cumshot as it came out. I've never had that happen before, I just collapsed into the tub sitting in ecstacy wishing I had more privacy, but also loving what I was able to do.

But back to why I told this story, something happened with orgasm, it's like a switch flipped when I came. I felt a huge wave of euphoria stronger than I have ever before, my hole felt so good and loose and open, and I felt way more feminine. I took so many pictures of myself gaping, and in panties and I just felt so sexy and pretty even though I haven't shaved in awhile. It's like my mind was finally able to see myself as a girl, even when I'm not horny. I see a beautiful girl that can be really sexy and could live in confidence in a way I haven't been living with as a man. So I decided then and there to start feminizing myself more. Tuesday I wore panties and a cage without really thinking about it, i took off my cage at night but wore some panties to bed again. On Wednesday I stayed caged for half a day but I was having digestion issues and I needed to focus on just being comfortable, so I just defaulted to what was "safe", which was no cage, and boxers. Today I've been wearing some cute panties all day, and I wore my cage most of the day, and plugged my ass for a few hours. I feel so much more used to being caged and panties all of a sudden. I LIKE how panties don't cover as much as boxers, I like how I can feel them hug my ass, they feel more comfortable than boxers, it used to be the opposite for me.

I'm writing this in bed, about to go to sleep with my panties and cage still on, realizing without trying that hard I've worn panties this week more often than not hehe ☺️.

I have a get together with some friends tomorrow (well, today, it's early morning by now lol) and I'm thinking I'll wear my panties there too (my first time away from home for an extended time in panties!!). I don't know if I'll wear my cage, but it would only make sense to, that's what looks best in panties, but I'll have to see how I feel when the time comes.

In the long term, I think one of my resolutions this year is going to be to grow the balls (pun intended lol) to ask my doctor about starting HRT. I wanna be more feminine, my brain wants boobs. Oops I might not be a sissy, I might just be a trans cockslut 🥴

Oh and for reference this is THE DESTRUCTOR lol: