I love my gf but NSFW

I have an active sex life, but despite that, and even though I’m a beautiful girl, I absolutely love masturbating while watching celebrities, hot friends, and all kinds of porn. I don’t know if that’s completely normal, but so far everyone would say yes, it’s pretty common! The really weird part is that I only manage to come – and come really hard – when there are strangers online directing me, treating me like their personal goon machine, giving orders and controlling my pleasure. I also adore fantasizing about fake virtual cheating or imagining my girlfriend with other men… but in real life I would never actually do it! It’s all just dirty fantasy that turns me on like crazy