kinda wanted to make this post into a visual, so here we are.
have been leaning too much into the sparkles recently, might go back to other stuff. or not. or maybe i will urge you to get a chili chee burger again in these trying times. or another mama post - i... really dont know. im just lookin to put time into making a thing where i can theoretically say "i did a thing". its like procrastinating, but with a bit of output.
::: spoiler CW: contains cooperate entertainment product
oh yea, rhythm heaven groove is coming to nintendo switch today. its 40€, which is a miracle price by todays standards... i ordered it physically now.
good game series. u can apparently get it for 36€ on amazon as a digital code.
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got nothing much else to share today.
i hope that you are doing well, that you drink some water and that you know that you deserve warm fuzzy bubbly feels and that you deserve to be held <3
EDIT: whoopsie, forgot to put alt image link. there you go:
::: spoiler alt image link (blahaj zone)
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23 Comments
TotallynotJessica@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 7 pts · 40d
You deserve to be held!
Also, I'd prefer if you keep all the sparkles your heart desires ✨💖✨
Smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 4 pts · 40d
:o
well... maybe someday, but you (!!!!) certainly do deserve to be held and better actually be held rn or imma have to - tell someone to do that--- (joke, very funny)
yea the sparkles. ive before this wave of posts ive been distancing myself a bit from the sparkly, textured backgrounds a bit. sure, its eyecandy, but do peeps need eyecandy, you know?
in this case it makes sense cuz it just fits how it feels very well. anyway - u better be held rn!!!!! >:(
TotallynotJessica@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 4 pts · 40d
There is nothing wrong with giving eye candy; I certainly enjoy it. Just do what feels best.
As far as being held is concerned, I can neither confirm nor deny your accusations and demands
Smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 2 pts · 40d
yea sure, eyecandy is something, but unfortunately my own "how good is this post" meter is still largely dependant on like numbers so yeaaaah.... yeah.
imma have to hire a serial kisser now... cuz i cant come over to ur place safely... calls someone
TotallynotJessica@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 1 pts · 39d
I happen to know one nearby who gives bites as a free bonus!
Smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 2 pts · 39d
but bites are scary... u dont know how hard they would clamp down, u know?
TotallynotJessica@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 1 pts · 39d
That's part of what makes them so exciting! It's definitely an acquired taste though
Smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 2 pts · 39d
hmm i can see how thats spicy, u really gotta be okay with being hurt iguess...
imean like - listen. the idea of having something remain after a spicy time like kiss marks, bite marks and yes also bite pain can be very - verrrry spicy i imagine. its like - that peepses dominance persists beyond when they are around, and yes that is spicy in a way that gives happy feels afterwards too.
im just - so scared of pain in general... that im not sure i could do it..... then again... maybe i could, butbutbutbut only after i feel very very very safe with that person. but at that point i would get more excited about them asking or me saying it than the actual thing.... likely a me-thing tho.
guynamedzero@piefed.zeromedia.vip · 5 pts · 40d
Aww, it’s so sweet seeing how you visualize your experiences on HRT. You’re such a cootie patootie. :3
Smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 3 pts · 40d
am - not - cutie and also not patootie.
it also doesnt do much for me emotionally so theres really no point. imma just say ">o< aaaa nooo am not cutie" and leave that comment.
but yes visualizing things is fun, even tho this one ended up being rather generic. in the actual text post, i described it as overwhelming, like i had to pull myself out of it and i was - shaking and squirming on the chair, feeling so small-
all that didnt come across here, but whateverrrrrr maybe ill make a proper one some other time when that feel hits again and im more in that mode still, instead of visualizing it as an aftermath thing.
F04118F@feddit.nl · 4 pts · 39d
Well, however you want to identify, know that you make my heart melt every time you post
Smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 3 pts · 39d
hmmm im not sure if eeeevery post has that effect, e.g.
::: spoiler preview to recent post
then again i can kinda also see that now that i think about it... i keep reaching for a similar vibe. interesting.
post link
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but im very happy i can cause these kinds of reactions for people <3
genuinely, not just as a "blablabla people pleaser", no, it makes me genuinely very happy.
Smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 4 pts · 40d
some peep on the text version of the post is saying "its a horny feels" and I - i wholeheartedly disagree. NO, this is a romantic feel, YES it is. sure - it may have similarities to that other thing, but its DIFFERENT! very different. this is NOT a horny feeling, NO!
this is a pure feeling. it has no lust in it, no horny, no disgusting stuff. it has - HAS to be a romantic feeling, it has to be. atip telling me otherwise, applebusch!!! >;( please let me have this feeling for myself, let me have it my way. let me have it in a sweet, exciting romantic way. please ;(
BlahajByte@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 3 pts · 38d
Another super adorable and cute post from our lovely girl Maria!! Keep being amazing 💖
Smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 4 pts · 37d
wawawawawhaaaaat >o<
lo-....,.....
lovely....dunno about that...but im happy that u enjoyed the post! it makes me happy to see peeps happy or... at least amused.
BlahajByte@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 3 pts · 37d
Girly you are absolutely lovely!! Don't ever doubt how amazing you are
Smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 2 pts · 34d
idunno - u dont know me in real life... - - - - - - - - - - -
anyway thanksies <3
QuinnyCoded@sh.itjust.works · 2 pts · 40d
thanks for the alt image link, the main one didn't load for me on voyager
Smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 2 pts · 40d
its real weird. its just a catbox moe link. meaning: a very regular file hosting site.
usually those links are only ever blocked regionally (cuz the gov thinks catbox moe is full of lgbtqia stuff).
anyway, happy that u can see those alt links, thats why I put em.
DanWolfstone@leminal.space · 2 pts · 39d
Osu mentioned 🗣️🔥‼️
What song is used?
Smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 2 pts · 39d
yes indeed!
the song i was playing ans got completely kicked out of was Koishiteiku Planet.
have been playing this one for dayyyyys- not cuz its a farm map but cuz that song oh wow is so good. i had to grow to it like i grew to nacho cheese...
DanWolfstone@leminal.space · 1 pts · 38d
Ah I love *namarin's stuff