I'm leaving funhole

At least for now, it's too much noise. I think I would have a quarter of issue 2 finished if it weren't for the funhole. Every time I start to engage too hard in social media, I suffer from a severe mental damage. Self-inflicted, it's not like anyone does anything wrong. I create from a very deep need for self expression, but it's very easy to fall into just making content people would upclick. It's why I stopped making dreams. I kinda hate these, it devolved into shit. Stopped being mine. I don't know, I think the most important quality in art is sincerity. I really loved making the first issue of Entropy's Rotoscope, I think it's the most 'me' thing I ever did. It's exactly how I wanted it. I want to continue it, and have the text version of issue 2 written down for months already. I think something sinister happens the moment you share anything on the internet. I don't know. (Not sure where I'm going with this post.) I just think I need to take a break to regain the ability to enjoy doing things just for myself again.

PS. I like it here, so much less noise and no upclicks.

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pmjv@horp.sciops.net · 3 pts · 24d

the only winning move is not to play

good luck with pt2, i look forward to it

jdr@lemmy.ml · 1 pts · 24d

Feel better

undthr@horp.sciops.net · 1 pts · 20d

the hole may be fun but it is still a hole
go deep enough stay long enough
it will consume you

mcz@lemmy.world · 1 pts · 24d

Very understandable. Farewell!

PS I upvoted this content.

sl@horp.sciops.net · 1 pts · 24d

cheers!