Last night...with the man I love ❤️ NSFW

Even tho I verbally degrade myself A LOT in this post, my bf isn't like that. I often have to convince him to be as rough as he is, and he respects my boundaries more than anything (a little bit too much, actually). So, whatever I say here (or anywhere, really), my bf is a sweetiepie and a cutie and a great person overall. I'm the one who's a dirty, horny mess 😭

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I need to get this out of my system...and also write it down, cause it was such an experience. This is a pure hornypost, so it's going here instead of the Transfem community 😆

Last night, me and my bf were having a nice evening. It was already quite late and we had already had a couple of rounds: I rode him to completion and sucked him off after that, so he already came two times.

I started teasing him a bit. My Facebook feed started filling up with "dark romance book quotes" (which is a completely inaccurate description), which I vibed with a lot and I started sending him some of the pictures.

::: spoiler Aforementioned pictures :::

He jokingly said that he already does some of these things (which is true 🤭) and I had to agree with him. And then...

...well, he positioned me on the corner of the bed. Face down, pushed into the sheets, ass up, sticking out over the edge of the bed. He stood behind me, lubing himself up. And then...well, he took what's his 😄

This is a joke, but he fucked me like he hated me, lol. That may have been the roughest round of sex I've ever had. And I loved every second of it ❤️

Sure, there are days where I'm in the mood for passionate, romantic sex. But, more often than that, I like it rough. I love feeling used, having someone take control of me, feeling dominated...I guess I just like being someone's bitch, lol. This wasn't making love...this was one couple's brutal, animalistic fucking with no regard for being romantic.

I love this position so much. When he pushes my head down into the bed (and I get a mouthful of my own hair 😂), when he slaps my ass, feeling his hands around my waist, on my boobs, using my hips as handles...when I buck my hips against him, helping him to thrust even harder, helping him be even rougher with me. When he pulls my hair, when he tells me to arch my back for him, when he whispers dirty words into my ear, like good girl or whore or slut...oh god, I love it ❤️

This round lasted a while too. I think he fucked me for about half an hour. Because he was being so incredibly rough, there were moments where it actually kind of hurt. Call me crazy, but...when I'm so extremely turned on from being used by my bf...idk, I just kinda like pain? I guess I really am a masochist 😆
For me, the pain is a welcome part of it. It just proves that I belong to him, that I'm his and that he can do whatever he wants to me. It's proof that I'm nothing but his fucktoy, made to service his cock and take his cum deep inside. Proof that he can be as rough with me as he wants to, even when it hurts a little 🩷

Through the whole thing, he never stopped being rough. In fact, he got even rougher shortly before finishing. I thought he was gonna break me 🤭
Being in such a vulnerable position, getting violently fucked by the man I love, submitting my body to him entirely...I legit thought I was gonna cum just from getting fucked, lol. My eyes rolled up into my head, my breathing got deeper, my moans got waaay louder, my skin got all flushed and I started thrusting myself back onto his cock as hard as I could...

And at last, after probably the roughest round of sex I've ever had, he came in me. It's such a pleasant, affirming feeling. It's strange, because I know that getting fucked says nothing about my identity/gender (that's a stupid stereotype, in my opinion), but it still feels...so right?
I've never had PIV sex, I don't want to and I never will. When I was younger, I believed that I would stay a virgin for life (lol). But here I am, getting railed multiple times a day by my bf. And it just feels...heavenly. I don't know how else to describe it. It feels like this is my purpose. I just love it so unbelievably much ❤️

After he finished in me, he slapped my ass one more time, leaned down to kiss me and pulled out. I just stayed laying there for a while 😆. Just laying there, his cum dripping out of me, ass still raised in the air...
I was quite sore, but in a good way. My whole world was rocked, I couldn't walk at all, my brain had to recalibrate 😂
After that tho, I washed up, took my prog and we made out. I just had to smell him, because he smells so fucking HOT when he's sweaty. I'm not exaggerating when I say: this is probably the most attractive scent in the world to me. I adore his smell 🩷

And then we just got back to the stuff we normally do. Games for a while and going to bed. That was a memorable evening tho. Even today, as I woke up, I had to ask myself "Did that really happen yesterday?", because holy shit. I need that again 😆
And I'm gonna get it, once he comes back home. But right now, I'm gonna go get my eyebrows shaped.
Until next time 💜

TL;DR: I get fucked a lot and I can't stop talking about it 😂