I get what you mean, I meant even good games. Like I know I should play silk song at some point never did yet. It is the same for so many games that are just a wonderful single player experience.
My guess is that I feel some self of worth when I help others. But can't feel it for myself and probably my reward system in my brain is fucked up.
I've been compensating with eating sugar but it doesn't really help because it ends up in a vicious circle where I need more sugar to get the same rush and feeling bad with the sugar crash / feeling bad because of body problems too.
I guess I can't find a hobby that works well right now because of the living situation.
There are things I know I want to do at some point but no will to do them which is the annoying part. And it's been years to be honest where I start a few things but it requires an effort and never follow up.
Thing is a loved playing video games as a teenager and today it's feels different like I know there are some thing I'd like to play but even that is not enough to go and play the game. I dunno it doesn't feel like "I grew up" and don't want to play video games anymore because of it ( Like some people told me before)
I'll try some meditation I guess. Already started to go out more since transitionning and expend my social circle which was inexistant before (at least my own circle)
Love your vibes it feels like you're quirkful and I'd love to be more myself.
Probably something about me masking.
Anyway slay! And you're cute girl that deserve some petting. ૮₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა
Capybara! :3
Awesome timeline :3 So happy for you ☺️
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Forgive for I have kinked.
That's okay take your time sweety :3
Wait it doesn't mean : Become the Woman :3
Oh... I guess I misunderstood ฅ^>⩊<^ ฅ
Silly me ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡
Doesn't matter cute is cute ฅ^>⩊<^ ฅ
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ฅ^>⩊<^ ฅ Cute!
I get what you mean, I meant even good games. Like I know I should play silk song at some point never did yet. It is the same for so many games that are just a wonderful single player experience.
My guess is that I feel some self of worth when I help others. But can't feel it for myself and probably my reward system in my brain is fucked up.
I've been compensating with eating sugar but it doesn't really help because it ends up in a vicious circle where I need more sugar to get the same rush and feeling bad with the sugar crash / feeling bad because of body problems too.
Thanks girl. ❤️
I guess I can't find a hobby that works well right now because of the living situation.
There are things I know I want to do at some point but no will to do them which is the annoying part. And it's been years to be honest where I start a few things but it requires an effort and never follow up.
Thing is a loved playing video games as a teenager and today it's feels different like I know there are some thing I'd like to play but even that is not enough to go and play the game. I dunno it doesn't feel like "I grew up" and don't want to play video games anymore because of it ( Like some people told me before)
I'll try some meditation I guess. Already started to go out more since transitionning and expend my social circle which was inexistant before (at least my own circle)
I get it the leash is missing :3
No way! I feel oddly targeted right now ૮₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა Depending on how I feel I can be puppy girl or catgirl.
Love your vibes it feels like you're quirkful and I'd love to be more myself. Probably something about me masking. Anyway slay! And you're cute girl that deserve some petting. ૮₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა
I dunno if I'm slutty but I'm more open to a lot of things.
If I'm having a good vibe with a safe person (which probably will need to know them better)
I'm like why not?
I wish I could today ฅ^>⩊<^ ฅ
Sounds like fun, wish I would join such night ૮₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა
Uncomfortably comfortable :3
SLAY!! :3