talk to medical professionals like you're a checklist, that's all they've read and know, which to elaborate on means anything outside their checklist is automatically viewed as indecisiveness, confusion, wrong diagnosis and attempts to manipulate the result
anecdotally i can tell you i've never felt actively dysphoric, genuinely could not care less what people refer to me as or consider me to be, i often introduce myself with masculine pronouns just so it's simpler for them and it doesn't affect me one bit, but without estrogen my brain is violently disconnected from reality
no idea
disconnected brain don't make no memories
i do ask myself that too tho
talk to medical professionals like you're a checklist, that's all they've read and know, which to elaborate on means anything outside their checklist is automatically viewed as indecisiveness, confusion, wrong diagnosis and attempts to manipulate the result
anecdotally i can tell you i've never felt actively dysphoric, genuinely could not care less what people refer to me as or consider me to be, i often introduce myself with masculine pronouns just so it's simpler for them and it doesn't affect me one bit, but without estrogen my brain is violently disconnected from reality