It did. After the fact I understood what I was missing, what I always wanted. It changed me. First week was great, energy through the roof. Then - ever massive depression and suicidal thoughts that I would never be able to have this again.
Uh.. not sure if it only twenties. My life sucked all the way since 5th grade. I only now started to lose weight and talking to people, after years of non-socialization.
Honestly, don't give a shit about any of life hardships but one - my libido is fucking killing me for the past 10 years. I wanna fuck like crazy and yet I'm too stupid to find a girlfriend. Seeing all my friends that have had multiple relationships, have had experience, love, sex, does a number on my self esteem. All other hardships pale in comparison to this one in my head. Even my job, as a deboner, feels way easier than having to deal with constant "god, I wanna fuck" thoughts.
At least my friend was kind enough to take my virginity lol. She's the best.
Welp. Off to my shift, another 16 hour long day of cutting meat from bones.
"life sucks shit" I thought when I was a virgin, "life sucks shit" I think after I lost my virginity a month ago. Idk why but I feel like an old man in my 24. Certainly not getting any hotter.
I love this. The 3/4 waltz rhythm, ending on a solitary 4/4 line, feels like dancing with death, but she is better at it. The "and remember this dream" needs a vinphantom badly. I'm a sucker for vinphantoms, even if they take up space, breaking the line in two, it creates the distance for the second part of the line to land harder than it would have.
Thanks, it worked ❤️
9 months of working on myself, it was well worth it.
It did. After the fact I understood what I was missing, what I always wanted. It changed me. First week was great, energy through the roof. Then - ever massive depression and suicidal thoughts that I would never be able to have this again.
Uh.. not sure if it only twenties. My life sucked all the way since 5th grade. I only now started to lose weight and talking to people, after years of non-socialization.
Honestly, don't give a shit about any of life hardships but one - my libido is fucking killing me for the past 10 years. I wanna fuck like crazy and yet I'm too stupid to find a girlfriend. Seeing all my friends that have had multiple relationships, have had experience, love, sex, does a number on my self esteem. All other hardships pale in comparison to this one in my head. Even my job, as a deboner, feels way easier than having to deal with constant "god, I wanna fuck" thoughts.
At least my friend was kind enough to take my virginity lol. She's the best.
Welp. Off to my shift, another 16 hour long day of cutting meat from bones.
"life sucks shit" I thought when I was a virgin, "life sucks shit" I think after I lost my virginity a month ago. Idk why but I feel like an old man in my 24. Certainly not getting any hotter.
Tyvm! I got chainmail apron and a glove, it's all fine 😁😁
Righteous Fire build always goes hard
You gotta be kidding me bahahah. Got a job as a deboner at an MPP, just finished training with a honing rod and see this
Would be nice if it came with physical hugs. Hopefully that will follow some day.
When
I needed to read this exactly right now.
2026 is gonna be my year. Whatever it takes to chase my dream.
Yes
Can I have that solution, please? That'd be great
Same. I was shamed by 15 year olds in my first grade of college. Still same, 8 years after. Fuck this life.
Almost a haiku, beautiful. Keep creating, my friend.
It's what can be closely described as "\v" vertical tab.
I love this. The 3/4 waltz rhythm, ending on a solitary 4/4 line, feels like dancing with death, but she is better at it. The "and remember this dream" needs a vinphantom badly. I'm a sucker for vinphantoms, even if they take up space, breaking the line in two, it creates the distance for the second part of the line to land harder than it would have.
Me with my own music 😭😭
AHAHAHAHAH oh god, it cracked me up 😁