i can tell you about my last relationship privately, but it was obviously very different to your current situation
LGBTQ people are some of the most caring, sweet, and loving people
without question, i know this to be true of you
Just get started and follow what calls you
as you unearth your true self and undergo the journey into that unsettling unknown, don't let the uncertainty upset your unending urge for authenticity and self actualization
I've checked out fetlife, but it unfortunately requires javascript, which is a hard pass from me. I don't feel comfortable accessing sites that block users like me. The reason that I use kbin/mbin is because it does not require javascript at all. Account creation and use of the platform are free from that requirement, giving me a better user experience and increased privacy.
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But I also feel like I've been numb for so long that this sudden capacity for feeling, mixed with these new relationships, has just melted me down to my very core and left me more distraught than I otherwise would have been. It's one thing to be lonely, but it's quite another to feel so connected and loved by others and yet unable to ever be in their presence. I was more positive when I made my original post searching for friends, but this time I'm just...I don't even know. I came here to distract myself, and I figured I may as well do this now, call out to the void to save me. But there's no one coming. I don't have hope that anything will come of these threads. I don't think I'm likely to find anyone. I just wish this were all easier. I wish I could just meet my friends and feel a sense of calm wash over me, allowing me to relax and breath easy, knowing everything will be okay. I need to be strong for others, but I also struggle to be strong for myself, and I wish I could just cry with my friends. I've cried enough tears in solitude, and I don't wanna feel trapped anymore. I can't continue like this; I need an escape from the pain.
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even just one
matrix regular here, vouching for uni: confirmed legit ✨💖✨
looking at your pics, i am unable to even imagine you as anything other than a cute girl ✨🎀✨
and i'm completely serious about my envy 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
i think i'm starting to unravel my attachment issues and the reasons i pull away from those i love
OMG WTF!!!
HOW are you this GORGEOUS?!?
that figure! the long thick flowing hair! those legs! and then the dress, bow, and socks to show it all off!!
my envy burns 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
(seriously wtf, you are ✨gorgeous✨)
i can tell you about my last relationship privately, but it was obviously very different to your current situation
without question, i know this to be true of you
as you unearth your true self and undergo the journey into that unsettling unknown, don't let the uncertainty upset your unending urge for authenticity and self actualization
i send you love 🪄✨💖💜💗💜💖✨
god i would love that so much. maybe one day ❤️
i still don't even have a Blahaj. i would much rather cuddle with a person though.
i don't think i'm gonna go to public events, but i did at least find a local support group, and i'm gonna try to go there.
(idk when, or even if, i can return to the matrix side; i don't know why. but i wanna make sure y'all know i'm okay.)
wanna talk about it? i feel like i'm in a similar emotional state right now.
Are you planning to go to any Pride events? You don't have to be out. Typically, everyone is welcome.
very much looking forward to it Nev 💖
Thank you for making this community ❤️
I hope that Nev has something to share here soon 💝
I've checked out fetlife, but it unfortunately requires javascript, which is a hard pass from me. I don't feel comfortable accessing sites that block users like me. The reason that I use kbin/mbin is because it does not require javascript at all. Account creation and use of the platform are free from that requirement, giving me a better user experience and increased privacy.
Thank you for the suggestion though ❤️
Thanks cowboy, and yes it's been nice.
::: spoiler ... But I also feel like I've been numb for so long that this sudden capacity for feeling, mixed with these new relationships, has just melted me down to my very core and left me more distraught than I otherwise would have been. It's one thing to be lonely, but it's quite another to feel so connected and loved by others and yet unable to ever be in their presence. I was more positive when I made my original post searching for friends, but this time I'm just...I don't even know. I came here to distract myself, and I figured I may as well do this now, call out to the void to save me. But there's no one coming. I don't have hope that anything will come of these threads. I don't think I'm likely to find anyone. I just wish this were all easier. I wish I could just meet my friends and feel a sense of calm wash over me, allowing me to relax and breath easy, knowing everything will be okay. I need to be strong for others, but I also struggle to be strong for myself, and I wish I could just cry with my friends. I've cried enough tears in solitude, and I don't wanna feel trapped anymore. I can't continue like this; I need an escape from the pain. :::