I don't feel angry, all I could feel is hopelessness about the future. I have no plans, no job and my girlfriend is going to break up with me but I don't know when exactly she will and I don't even have a clue what is the reason. I don't hate anybody, on the other side I just don't feel loving anyone, especially me. I wish I could have wings and fly across somewhere. That should clear my mind.
going to a sweaty gym and being bored and miserable?
Going to the gym isn't exactly like this. It helped me a lot with my mental health but I am in a position now where I can't resume it, so that's why I am considering the medicines temporarily.
You might consider an MDMA, DMT or LSD trip to figure out why you're unhappy.
No, I don't want to get into drugs. I know things are hard for me but it will only make things work. Some comments here told me the same, recommending mushrooms, and other recreational drugs but I know it will only make things worse.
One day other people having the same problems as me will find this thread and I don't want them to take the wrong way.
Try 5-HTP as a supplement if you believe you have low serotonin levels for some reason.
I will find out what this is. Thanks for your comment.
I don't feel angry, all I could feel is hopelessness about the future. I have no plans, no job and my girlfriend is going to break up with me but I don't know when exactly she will and I don't even have a clue what is the reason. I don't hate anybody, on the other side I just don't feel loving anyone, especially me. I wish I could have wings and fly across somewhere. That should clear my mind.
If it were well, I would not have asked this question. I am trying my best to suppress my suicidal thoughts but it's becoming harder every day.
Going to the gym isn't exactly like this. It helped me a lot with my mental health but I am in a position now where I can't resume it, so that's why I am considering the medicines temporarily.
Thanks, I will check that out.
how to do that?
I don't get it.
I was going to the gym before getting laid off. Gym helped me with my mental health.
I am sorry it didn't work out for you.
Do they require a doctor's prescription? Do they have addictive effects?
I wish I had someone for that.
My sleep cycle is currently from 4 am to 11 am. Think I should sleep earlier? I do coding at night and surf social media during the day.
No, I don't want to get into drugs. I know things are hard for me but it will only make things work. Some comments here told me the same, recommending mushrooms, and other recreational drugs but I know it will only make things worse.
One day other people having the same problems as me will find this thread and I don't want them to take the wrong way.
I will find out what this is. Thanks for your comment.