Thank you for your message. I was lucky that no matter how hard I tried I wasn't able to harm myself. With the help of someone I was able to remove all sharp objects from my sight. It seemed to have calmed down the thoughts, but didn't get rid of them.
Sadly, therapy and psychiatry aren't options for me, I'm chronically ill and I don't even have medical care for my chronic illness, let alone psychiatric problems, I do not live in a place where I can seek help, I live in a place where people are left to rot and die.
Thank you again, for your message. I wish you a nice day.
Music is the only thing keeping me fueled anyway. I can't wake up without a song, can't eat without a song, and can't sleep without a song. There is always something playing in my head. I don't know what I would do if I lost my music.
About grieving the life that you used to have/will never have. I got this at a pretty young age, so I don't really, I guess I miss being able to run. And sleeping and having most of the pain being gone. Ah yes, the grief, it's still there....
God that's so fucking true. I believe I'm on year 2, and for a long while I didn't get any help for it. It is only recently that I looked into getting help, mainly medication. The anti depressants did something alright, but the pain is still there, pulsing.
Yeah truly 1/3 of a good day, the rest is just a makeshift haphazard duct tape operation of trying not to fully lose it, at least that's for me.
Jokes on you I'm playing this record over max volume ❤️🔥
I really loved its lyrics.
My favorite tracks are:
Glitch Cannon
Celestial Cyst
A Lofty Grave
Cryogenic Dreamworld
Insects and Android Eyes
And I liked these lyrics:
::: spoiler Tome of the Exiled Engineer
My colleagues laughed behind my back and so I dropped them from mid-flight
I tossed their corpses from the sky
Bodies like bombs, bursting on impact
A crater of fertilizer
☁ 🧑🔬💣
:::
::: spoiler Embalmed with Magma
A world embalmed with magma steams from cracks to its core
Erupted in absence of reason, though rumored to have been from war
Objective to all sides, no stake in the fight
Equalizing across the board, nature breaks down the sword
Burning as it moves in time to the music of geography
The lava moving forward like a march led by gravity
Thank you for understanding, and the offer.
Thank you for your message. I was lucky that no matter how hard I tried I wasn't able to harm myself. With the help of someone I was able to remove all sharp objects from my sight. It seemed to have calmed down the thoughts, but didn't get rid of them.
Sadly, therapy and psychiatry aren't options for me, I'm chronically ill and I don't even have medical care for my chronic illness, let alone psychiatric problems, I do not live in a place where I can seek help, I live in a place where people are left to rot and die.
Thank you again, for your message. I wish you a nice day.
Music is the only thing keeping me fueled anyway. I can't wake up without a song, can't eat without a song, and can't sleep without a song. There is always something playing in my head. I don't know what I would do if I lost my music.
Thank you 🫂, even though I'm 9 days late. I still needed this today.
About grieving the life that you used to have/will never have. I got this at a pretty young age, so I don't really, I guess I miss being able to run. And sleeping and having most of the pain being gone. Ah yes, the grief, it's still there....
God that's so fucking true. I believe I'm on year 2, and for a long while I didn't get any help for it. It is only recently that I looked into getting help, mainly medication. The anti depressants did something alright, but the pain is still there, pulsing. Yeah truly 1/3 of a good day, the rest is just a makeshift haphazard duct tape operation of trying not to fully lose it, at least that's for me.
Jokes on you I'm playing this record over max volume ❤️🔥 I really loved its lyrics.
My favorite tracks are:
And I liked these lyrics:
::: spoiler Tome of the Exiled Engineer
☁ 🧑🔬💣
:::
::: spoiler Embalmed with Magma
💀🌋💀
:::
Deathspell Omega spotted ❤️🔥
That album is very nice to sleep to. I like Woodbine and Evergreen as well.
Primitive Man rules.
It's Mimi by nhim!
And I just realized that Asunder was already posted two years ago. Hell yeah ❤️🔥
Weeeeeeee!
Ayyyy! I found this video yesterday! HAHA!
Fuck yeah Pentagram rules. I can't get enough of "Dying World" form Relentless.
Chat flows so well
Username.
Yeah.
stick up? Like with stickers? Sticker up? I'm up for stickers! Here have one: