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Not great... I compensate with a lot of systems. This is why I have like 15 daily alarms for basic stuff, and calendar events get around 5 reminders set to go off once per hour until the event in question, with another reminder for the day before so I can also set alarms too >.<

They could have a little beep, like some cars do when you lock them. Made relatively quiet with the double beep further differentiating from a regular honk.

on How good is your intuition? · c/autism · 22 pts · 17d

Unfortunately, moving is expensive and citizenship elsewhere is expensive and complicated.

I'll get the fuck out eventually. Hopefully.

Driving home from a family reunion thing with my partner today. We had a tire blow on the way out, so we're sitting at walmart waiting for them to swap it out so we can limp home >.>

Driving on the highway is so fucking stressful, I really wish we had a train route or something between us.

It was a fun trip overall, but holy shit am I ready to be home and not have anything going on for a while ;-;

Disclaimer of things doctors tell me: adhd, depression/anxiety, BPD(i sorta disagree now) suspected autism, waiting on an eval.

I can relate to some extent. I tend to daydream a lot and get really sucked into the world or the lore or even imagining a specific scene from a story. So much so that I'd zone into it and just pace around the apartment. That and just doing stimmy stuff while pacing.

I also sort of run through dialogue in my head, and sometimes that "leaks" as me verbally saying a line a character would say, or repeating it with an altered tone, or doing a couple parts of a conversation.

When I worked at a gas station I got jumpscared a few times by coworkers or customers who came in when the door beeper was broken or I was doing dishes, and they seemed fairly creeped out, but I also might've just been panicking at being seen or heard so... I dunno.

I've heard the term maladaptive daydreaming used before, but I don't think it's an officially recognized term or anything. I feel like there was a more neutral term that meant "intense daydreaming" but I forget what it was >.<

I dunno, it feels weird to have somebody act like the messages people send to support are supposed to result in good PR or some kind of benefit for them.

It isn't a PR outlet. It's definitely not a community run beta testing/bug report line. It's meant to be a point of contact for people who are likely already upset. The hope is that they come out the other end less upset, not happy they had a problem that support could fix. There is no winning, you aim to break even.

Feels kinda like complaining that IT isn't giving you tangible returns. They aren't meant to. They exist to put out your fires and prevent more.

Bottom line for me is, I don't trust you. I don't care what you claim telemetry is for, I assume that you are like any other business and want to make as much money as is possible, and that's all the data will be used for. Selling it to whoever is interested. Dynamic pricing. Etc.

Sorry, but that's the world we live in.

on *Permanently Deleted* · c/world · 18 pts · 64d

You're the one who brought up gaza.

Russia invaded. Russia is welcome to fuck off whenever they're tired of throwing soldiers into the meat grinder. I have all the sympathy for the people in Ukraine who are fighting off Putin's war of aggression.

Lastly, eat shit.

Not great, to be honest. The apartment isn't dirty, per say. It's just very disorganized and some things don't get done as often as I'd like.

For example, laundry sort of rotates between a clean and dirty pile. Folding is rare. Dishes get done before they get gross, but I find myself regularly realizing we're out of forks or plates and having to wash some things so we have stuff for dinner, or needing to restack dishes so we actually have one side of the sink open to use.

Longer term stuff like vacuuming or dusting really only happens when we expect company, or an inspection.

It's all just sort of exhausting...