coming up on a year on hrt and recently sex has been feeling different. its been getting harder and harder to cum the ways i used to, to the point its not even worth trying anymore, but new and exciting feelings are being unlocked. the last few times ive been touched i havent been feeling good in the same way i used to but ive been building towards something. it feels so different its like my whole body is tingly and if i go long enough i start getting these involuntary ab contractions and it feels like something is happening and going to happen but nothing has yet and its honestly kind of scary because i lose all control of myself and my brain turns off.
its so weird because i dont even need to be touched on my junk or butt. like a back massage, or being bitten, or my nipples getting sucked will start to do it. yesterday i got a blowjob but it felt completely different than it used to. i didnt get fully hard and the feeling in my dick wasnt that strong but i got the same kind of body tingles and loss of control of myself and ab contractions. it was honestly amazing and ive been thinking about it all day.
i dont know what to do with this information at this point but i hope this change keeps developing lol. for some reason i thought all the sex changes would happen within the first few months so its a nice surprise to learn theres more changes on the way.
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puppycat@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 14 pts · 15d
girlgasms 🤤🤤🤤
i had no idea it would be a thing but holy fuck >///<
applebusch@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 7 pts · 15d
yeaaah 🤤 i dont think ive properly gotten there yet but even what ive gotten is so much better than boy horny ever was.
Eskarina@piefed.blahaj.zone · 10 pts · 15d
I kinda stumbled into two "real" girlgasms, once years ago when I had no clue of who I am, and quite recently after a few months on hrt. These were really some of the most intense experiences I've ever had, could try and describe, but I don't want to spoil it x). Problem is I've not been sober when these happened and haven't been able to replicate. Mind you, the orgasms I have now are still more intense than what I've been used to pre-hrt, always getting shaky and tingly after :3
Something else that changed is that the path to climax got so much more intense. With my partner I've (we've) not been able to get there yet, but we also don't really care, because all the touching and cuddling and feeling each other just feels soooo amazing. On testosterone dealing with horny felt like such a chore, sure, the relief was okay, but it still was always something like I had to do, not something I liked to do.
quantumgenderino@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 7 pts · 15d
My medical transition has been a bit weird in that I started on spiro and was just starting to get the girl horny/arousal, then switched to cyproterone so I could actually swallow it and my dr prescribes way too much so I had 0 testosterone and 0 libido, then needed to get reproductively functional again, so came off androgen suppression entirely and have been for 3ish months, and only boy horny is really coming back, but in that short window of like, a month where boy horny was ramping down and girl horny coming up, I experienced exactly what you're describing. Once my wife and I manage to get her pregnant, I'm looking forward to getting girl horny back, because I only got the tiniest taste of it, but it's so much better than boy horny. Getting to the point where my brain completely stopped all motor control and I just stopped breathing was amazing the one time it happened. 🤤
MystValkyrie@lemmy.blahaj.zone · 5 pts · 15d
Oh just wait until the multiple orgasms start happening lol.
Shirow@lemmy.zip · 5 pts · 15d
Well... To be honest I love getting all these involuntary shaking like legs, belly, and involuntary movement to keep the stimulation. Like probably almost whole body shaking. But I don't see this as orgasm but more like a mechanism that tries to get me to it and it feels so good.
Honestly, this is probably a weird thing but even before I started E, I actually always wanted people not to focus on my genitals because probably dysphoria. Sadly my body wasn't feeling arousal much (no tingling sensations and boy horny was kind of dull, being erect and that would be the end of it - even I could have an erection from some stimuli but it would not even be pleasant).
But then... with oestro everything became worthwhile.
Tits became sensitive, not just a mental thing. Sub play have been way amplified because arousal mechanism have been different playing with expectation is so much fun. I never experienced being weak in the legs so much I could fall from stimulation. I enjoy sex so much today.
Even if it's hard today to have an orgasm, it's so much fun.
Washedupcynic@lemmy.ca · 2 pts · 12d
Disclaimer: I am a cis female, and my wife is a cis female.
Disclaimer: No two people are alike. Everyone likes different things, and the things that make you feel good can also changes as you age and grow because our hormones change over time too.
I'm not really sure how useful my experiences as a cis female will be to you, but here goes. For me at least, I experience different types of orgasms, and I enjoy them all. I would classify them in three ways, baby orgasms, clitoral orgasms, and deep vaginal orgasms. For me, baby orgasms arise from a combination of kissing, gentle touch, foreplay, and pleasing my partner and making her cum. These types of orgasms are like every nerve ending in my body being directly connected to my clitoris. My clitoris feels stimulated even though it isn't being touched. These types of orgasms make me wet, and make my clitoris engorged and throb. If I am having orgasms like this I will very easily be pushed over the edge into a clitoral orgasm, or deep vaginal orgasm.
Clitoral orgasms are the result of my clitoris being directly stimulated. I can have an clitoral orgasm without baby orgasms and foreplay, but it takes way more clitoral stimulation to get there. A clitoral orgasm makes my entire body and vagina kinda tense up. My legs and other muscles might shake. I would compare it to the sensation you get when you suck a lemon and your eyes and mouth pucker, but without the sour. These orgasms are way more intense than baby orgasms.
Deep vaginal orgasms can only occur if they are preceded by baby orgasms or clitoral orgasms and will only happen with penetration, and are likely the result of direct stimulation of my g-spot. (I know that some men like anal sex and penetration because this stimulates their prostate and it feels different for them than having their penis/testicles stimulated. I've often wondered if the female g-spot is the female analogue of the prostate.) These orgasms cause my vaginal fluid to change. The first 2 orgasms result in clear lube like vaginal fluid. A deep vaginal orgasm makes my vaginal fluid thicker and whitish. It's hard to describe how a deep vaginal orgasm feels because at this point I've totally lost control. It's like, my soul has left my body an entered another dimension.
My wife, on the other hand, does not like body and vaginal stimulation, these wont' make her orgasm. She likes slow, steady, and rhythmic stimulation of her clitoris.
I'm glad you are enjoying yourself. Don't be afraid to experiment. Your body is unique and special. If anyone tries to make you feel like there is something wrong with how you experience pleasure, I hope they are banished into a sexless shadow realm for all eternity.