I wonder if my birth country would've been in a better place, be making more friends in the world instead of antagonizing everyone like PRC and CCP is doing, destroying the reputation of my people abroad, and causing widespread Sinophobia.
Funny enough, hydroxyzine is supposed to be for for anxiety but also for sleep
But all I get is feeling tired, not really anxiety relief...
No idea...
Mom seemed to manage well and kept my family afloat... and she just lashes out on everyone... sometimes threatening divorce with dad, sometimes lash out at my older brother, sometimes at me... :/
So I guess by being alert enough means losing sanity and hurting the ones you're supposed to protect...
:(
(still love mom tho... idk why... oxytocin is weird)
Bruh I was gone for a few days, log on, saw that post, then gone for 2 more days, log on, holy shit this again...
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Update:
My mom and older brother reentered the US with no issues
They didnt even check passport, its just all facial recognition now.
What country tho.
1945 for an ethnic Chinese in America is not exactly fun... racism and all
1945 in China is um... yea I'm gonna get gulag'ed/laogai'ed
Holy shit I took a break from Lemmy/Piefed for a few days and you're still obsessed about this?
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Embarassing Life Moments
Discord is banned in China too
I think hate speech should be censored online and from the press, but allowed irl
Wanna say controvertial shit, own up to it in person lol.
Dont just hide behind a keyboard
(Should require a court to approve of such censorship
Something like a Grand Jury thats sitting for a long term, but require a 3/4 supermajority to censor it)
You cant sockpuppet IRL lol
Journey to the West
Nobody seriously believe in Sun Wu Kong actually exist lmfao
Sadavir Errinwright from The Expanse
Loved that its not just evil for no reason
He actually has a goal I can sympathize with
I feel like in the TV Portrayal at least, its like I can feel like he actually does kinda care about Earth...
in his own fucked up way, but still...
Lee Mao
CCP Intensifies
Sun Yat Sen (孫中山)
I wonder if my birth country would've been in a better place, be making more friends in the world instead of antagonizing everyone like PRC and CCP is doing, destroying the reputation of my people abroad, and causing widespread Sinophobia.
Listening to music, mostly C-Pop
Chatting in Discord in language exchange servers
Some are Chinese and some Chinese Diaspora
Haven't really had those chats since I was in Elementary school
Lemmy and Piefed are too White-Westerner Centric tbh
For me it's finding diasporas to connect with
I like Avasarala from the Expanse.
I hate "Rey Skywalker" or whatever that character is... so bad lol...
The Orville
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By modern western standards, all Chinese mothers are bad mothers 😭😭😭
(my point is, it's not her fault, China made her this way, I blame China for this)
China has landlords btw
There are people that buy¹ up apartment units and then migrant workers need a place to stay and have to rent one of those small apartment units.
And they make profit from it.
(¹technically "70 year lease" or something like that, but the point still stands)
Also they don't go through courts... many engage in self-help evictions... it's the norm there
Literally look around and you see the 出租 paper ads plasterd all over lightpoles and random walls...
Funny enough, hydroxyzine is supposed to be for for anxiety but also for sleep
But all I get is feeling tired, not really anxiety relief...
No idea...
Mom seemed to manage well and kept my family afloat... and she just lashes out on everyone... sometimes threatening divorce with dad, sometimes lash out at my older brother, sometimes at me... :/
So I guess by being alert enough means losing sanity and hurting the ones you're supposed to protect...
:(
(still love mom tho... idk why... oxytocin is weird)
Holy shit, New u/GrimReaper Obsession, Just Dropped!
Instead of Age Gaps and superheroes, its canals and drowning...
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