ShyFae

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Ooo cool!
Not really sure what the improvements would be, but I do hope the dip into future tech a bit for this one. And I heard that nature and climate may play a bigger part, I would like that too.

Battleship's protagonist is a piece of shit, but the film had lowkey great points. Having real veterans and amputees as actors. And I loved how the alines are just sorta people. The scientist aliens even help out some of the people we're following. Like, "it's okay don't afraid. Wow this must be real culture shock to you"

When I was little, I had an aready beaten (not completed) copy of MM. Amoung the other games I played, I would start it up and just sorta explore the world and get to know the characters. And even fight the bosses when I eventually figured out how to open the temples. I even discovered a few unfound masks and got the gilded sword. And some times I would just roleplay that I lived in this little world.

Many years later, with the help of a couple of let's players, I finally beat the game myself from start to finish.

It it one of the few games I'll go back and replay every decade or so, and it has always held a special place in my heart.

I have had hope for another game like, but I have yet to find anything that cpmes close.

I gave heard that was actually a compadent leader, and was strong willed enough to use a plantir to spy on sauron. But enduring the palentir, and the woresinging war was already straining him. The loss of his sons and forseeing Minas Tirith surrounded by the enemy pushed him to madness.

It is aesthetics vs ecology.

An "overgrown shoreline" protects the water body like lakes and ponds from too much nutrients running into it. As well as helps protect against soil erosion.

I can see that they mainly just cleared out the area, and didn't simply build the shoreline there. But I would disagree with decision that was made here.

And if it really is peatland, then a lot of damage has already been done to the local ecosystem.

on NOT THE BEES · c/science_memes · 72 pts · 98d

It was already sorta mentioned once, but worth doing again.

This isn't a colony. These aren't honey bees or bumblebees, these bees are wild and native and live fairly independently of each other.

on being a femboy wasn't enough · c/mtf · 5 pts · 132d

I can relate to this, I cracked last year but I'm having a heard time admitting it to myself.

I've heard and seen wonderful things from other women that are undertaking HRT and taken other gender affirming action.

It may take some time to become friendly with the mirror, but that wont stop you. It will take a lot of time and effort, but it's totally worth it. One day you may be surprised by the lady that suddenly appeared, but really she was always there.

I was at a goodwill and bought all there yoga pants.

The young lady at the counter "you know these are girls clothes"

Me "yeah and they're incredibly comfy"

She couldn't stop giggling, I just thought it was cute

on Thank you for flying Spirit · c/memes · 11 pts · 133d

Listen,
I once did a round trip between O'hare and Austin for less than $99 in total.

It was my goto. And if I still lived in the states I'd still be using it.

on Itchy · c/microblogmemes · 5 pts · 136d

I did last year, it lasted days, if not a week. I eventually took some toe nail clipers(sterilized them) and cut out a layer of skin.

Scratched that itch.

Unfortunately I haven't been to therapy since I twas in my teens, admittedly it was for many years. I'm in my early 30's now. All I really remember were basic self care, and trying not to blame the illness but having a construive and solution mindset.

I can go into more details about myself if you want, but to answer your question about what I do.

There's not much I can do about it once I'm in the spiral, going for a walk on a sunny day seemed to help once. As well as activity fighting it mentality, but the results for that are dubious.

I've been making an effort to be kinder and healthier to myself. Actively trying to avoid negative language and use more positive words and meaning. I'm hoping with more exercise and posative thoughts, I'll be able to let go of my self loathing and whatever else is holding me back.

I noticed I have a deppressive episode about once a week for about two years, and I started journalling in hopes of identifying any triggers for these apparently ransom episodes. Along with that trying to identify things that can actually make me feel happy. My goal is too find real joy in my life, something I haven't felt in a very long time and I don't think I could even recognize if I do find it.

I'm putting alot of effort into learning more about myself, in the hopes to become a better person for my wife and daughter.

I know my motivation should be for myself, but I'm honestly just not there yet.