I think I'm not particularly knowledgable or qualified enough to give real trustworthy advice, but it really sounds like you're in a dangerously abusive relantionship and need to get as far away from your partner as possible.
You do not need anyone's permission. You do not need to tell anyone where you're going. Forget about karma, your life is much more important. Find a shelter or a social worker or something like that.
Do not stay with an abusive partner. I lost count of all the stories I've heard of people being murdered by that type of person.
I'm still playing Caves of Qud. The Mechanimists no longer attack me. I killed a creature they hated and then I went to Six Day Stilt and threw a bunch of crap into their magic hole and now they love me.
If any of what you're saying is true (and I don't mean to imply that I think you're making things up, it's just that what you're describing is so far beyond anything I've ever witnessed that I find it difficult to imagine), then it sounds like you are surrounded by some truely horrible people.
Your posts seem quite vague though. I don't know if you ever mentioned what country you're in, who these people are or how it's even possible for them to prevent you from speaking.
I see my code, to some extent, as like a form of art. That is why I enjoy writing it myself. I've used an LLM at work and it's like babysitting a comically stupid idiot.
Still on Caves of Qud. I must've pissed off the wrong person at some point because now everyone at Six Day Stilt attacks me and I can't turn in the books I found anymore.
The thing I miss about those TVs (and old game consoles) is that you push the power button and it was on instantly. No booting up. No splash screen. No ten-second delay during which I'm forced to think about all my poor decisions. Just instant, somewhat blurry entertainment.
It doesn't help that all the fancy tubes and playthings for hamsters were expensive as fuck. I dreamt of a complex pipe structure spanning the width of my wall. All I could afford was a couple curve pieces and a ball that they could roll around in.
I kept accidentally summoning the AI assistant on my mom's tablet so I told it to fuck off. It was like "words can hurt!" So I told it to fuck off again.
Still playing Caves of Qud. Probably will be playing that for quite a while (relatively speaking... I mean I tend to lose interest in most things after so many hours).
I really wanted to make another attempt at using Stride, but their editor currently only works on Windows and I'm not going back to that without a fight.
One kid put on his dad's respirator and said it was a gas mask. Then he turned on an air compressor and said it was emitting poison gas and told me I would die over night.
I read this comment as a joke, but yeah. As much as you'd pay to support others, others would be paying to support you. The idea is that society would function like a living organism instead of as a big fuckin contest.
The keyboard I bought for my first PC build. It's the Alchemy Elixir.
I think I'm not particularly knowledgable or qualified enough to give real trustworthy advice, but it really sounds like you're in a dangerously abusive relantionship and need to get as far away from your partner as possible.
You do not need anyone's permission. You do not need to tell anyone where you're going. Forget about karma, your life is much more important. Find a shelter or a social worker or something like that.
Do not stay with an abusive partner. I lost count of all the stories I've heard of people being murdered by that type of person.
I'm still playing Caves of Qud. The Mechanimists no longer attack me. I killed a creature they hated and then I went to Six Day Stilt and threw a bunch of crap into their magic hole and now they love me.
If any of what you're saying is true (and I don't mean to imply that I think you're making things up, it's just that what you're describing is so far beyond anything I've ever witnessed that I find it difficult to imagine), then it sounds like you are surrounded by some truely horrible people.
Your posts seem quite vague though. I don't know if you ever mentioned what country you're in, who these people are or how it's even possible for them to prevent you from speaking.
Then you may also enjoy !snakeswithhats@lemmy.world
Not sure I understand... Who's permission do you need? Why don't you just do whatever you want?
My brother got me to watch that (the UK one) recently, so I've been watching that every day for the past two weeks. It's a great show.
I see my code, to some extent, as like a form of art. That is why I enjoy writing it myself. I've used an LLM at work and it's like babysitting a comically stupid idiot.
Still on Caves of Qud. I must've pissed off the wrong person at some point because now everyone at Six Day Stilt attacks me and I can't turn in the books I found anymore.
Umm, how do most people feel about sauerkraut? It goes well with mashed potatoes and pork, or on a hotdog.
The thing I miss about those TVs (and old game consoles) is that you push the power button and it was on instantly. No booting up. No splash screen. No ten-second delay during which I'm forced to think about all my poor decisions. Just instant, somewhat blurry entertainment.
It doesn't help that all the fancy tubes and playthings for hamsters were expensive as fuck. I dreamt of a complex pipe structure spanning the width of my wall. All I could afford was a couple curve pieces and a ball that they could roll around in.
Do people not simply toss the clothes on a pile on top of a dresser? Am I the weird one?
I kept accidentally summoning the AI assistant on my mom's tablet so I told it to fuck off. It was like "words can hurt!" So I told it to fuck off again.
Still playing Caves of Qud. Probably will be playing that for quite a while (relatively speaking... I mean I tend to lose interest in most things after so many hours).
Yeah except I can't get back to sleep until like 5:30.
Got back into Caves of Qud recently. I gave up on it a while back, but I have a renewed interest in it and it's going well.
I really wanted to make another attempt at using Stride, but their editor currently only works on Windows and I'm not going back to that without a fight.
One kid put on his dad's respirator and said it was a gas mask. Then he turned on an air compressor and said it was emitting poison gas and told me I would die over night.
I read this comment as a joke, but yeah. As much as you'd pay to support others, others would be paying to support you. The idea is that society would function like a living organism instead of as a big fuckin contest.